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Sunday, May 31, 2009
Good evening, no.... Good morning to everyone, it's 4.10am in the morning, i am still awake. It was not that i had been sleeping on my whole saturday, i got up at 2.30pm and didn't take any additional nap till now. Was watching new episode release this week for Hitman Reborn and Gintama in the afternoon. Had late lunch(or maybe it was an early dinner) between 4.30pm to 5pm. Chat with yijuan on msn, wasn't planning to meet her, and it's the first time we are not meeting for a day since we got together on 21st april...(omg right?? and hell yeah, i'm meeting my gf every single day and i'm not sick of it, haha). At about 7pm, i started cleaning up my room a bit, wipe the dust from my pc and tables and swept the floor. Finish everything at about 8.30pm and went for a shower. After my nice cool shower, i went down to NTUC to get some coffee and shampoo, was sms'ing yijuan on my way there. To MY DEEPEST GREATEST SURPRISE............. i don't know how, yijuan appeared at the entrance of NTUC (Marsiling Mrt Station).. I was shocked! I thought it was my illusion, but it was not! OMG, she is the sweetest gf i ever had in my whole life, i swear she is.... I don't even know when she planned all this...haha....and so ya, we met on saturday...so our virgin of not meeting for a single day is still there...LOL!! B, i think we should remember the date of us not meeting for a day when it comes, alright? And yeah, i couldn't sleep,maybe due to 2 cans of nescafe, but yijuan is sleeping already- she isn't feeling well, she is getting ill soon....her head is very warm. I was playing left4dead after a long time...didn't really play game much recently, maybe i don't have a close friend who like to play online games which i'm playing. Eg. Cabal, Left4dead, i play these games with Haikal- my ITE classmate. Guess both of us is too busy to play game now, i do miss those fun playing game with him and bullshitting over skype, ha....! Here is a picture of Cabal-with chee min,me, rauf and 2 other online friends, taken on 5th april 2008. When the cap level is at 80.  B, hope you get your new pc soon, so we can play game together and chat over skype! I know you aren't a gamer, but is not about the game, is more about us enjoying some time together even if it's on the net! hehe. It's 4.35am already, i think i should go sleep.. Ain't sure if i'm sun-tanning with kirk and eric later at 11am(if i'm able to get my ass up). Alright, ciaos everyone who is reading this....! Friday, May 29, 2009 It's been 6 weeks since i started my life at SP and it is also been 6 weeks since i'm attached to my dearest, Yijuan. Life at SP is great, classmate is great and i'm getting along with them. Among the few module i'm taking for this semester, i think i like economics the most. Don't know why, but i just like to learn facts about how the world works. Harsh and sad to say that in order to survive in this world, we need money. Anyway, as the title shown above, i'm not here to talk about the world or money. Recently, i had been listening to itune radio,Hot108-Jams once again. It's been awhile since i last listening to this channel, it's like... since last year while i'm having my attachment at NTU? There is serveral new songs i'm addicted to right now. The first of the list is my favorite sentimental singer- Ginuwine. His new album "A Man's Thoughts" have this nice song call "Last Chance"  Next on the list is a song by Keri Hilson, featuring Ne-yo and Kanye west, this new song is "Knock you down". This song is on Keri Hilson's latest album "In A Perfect World"  Next on my list is by Trey Songz, from his latest album "Ready" there is a track titled "I Need A Girl" is another nice song i would recommend if you are into RnB/Hip-Hop. There is a single for this song, album name after the song title.  Next track, by Pleasure P - Boyfriend #2 . Another hot sexy song i recommend. On album "Boyfriend #2"  Last song i'm recommending today is a song by The-Dream, featuring Fabolous, Juel Santana, Ludacris and Rick Ross, a remix of The-Dream's original track - "Rockin' That Shit (aka Rockin' That Thang)", on album "Love Vs. Money"  That's my current recommendation from my current taste of RnB songs. Time is flying pass so fast, is June soon, half of 2009 has pass by, and i would like to wish happy birthday to all my close friend/relatives whose birthday fall on june: -June Sim -Kirk Tan -June Foo -Juan's mummy -Lyon Sim -Elaine Ng Happy birthday to all of you people! Wednesday, May 27, 2009 Most of us must have heard of a game call Bejeweled. It is one of the most popular puzzle game around. There are many mode and this game appear on many platforms, i.e. PC, iPod touch, iPhone etc. There is a new mode of bejeweled on the most popular friends connection website- Facebook. This new mode have a new name call bejeweled blitz, contain the same basic rule as the standard bejeweled deluxe 2 but there is some twist in it which is- a time limit of 1minute, and you have to score as much as possible within the time limit given. The score will entitle you a medal which can be publish as an achievement to your facebook profile. The score of your friends will be shown to you and the ranking will be sorted from highest to lowest. The score will reset weekly, so players have to make a big break to be the top weekly. As for myself, i love to play bejeweled. I have this game on my iPod, i play it when i'm alone traveling to school or waiting for whatever. Got to know the facebook's blitz mode when i saw classmates playing. And has been playing it for the past 4 score charts. My baby love to play bejeweled as much as i do, she did high breaks and make high records which i couldn't achieve on my iPod. And last week, she started playing bejeweled blitz. My score last week was 180,000 and hers was 169,300. She was unhappy as she couldn't break my score, i couldn't say much or do anything about it, i just give her my support to break my score. Last night, the score for last week was reseted, and my baby make a break of 157,700 while my score was 0. So just now(today evening), i was playing blitz on my laptop trying to break her score. At 8.06pm  i manage to break her score at 165,300. After she knew about it, she said she hate me for breaking her score! I WAS BEING HATED FOR BREAKING HER SCORE ON BEJEWELED BLITZ!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!! Monday, May 25, 2009 Weather has been freaking hot recently. It screwed up days which were supposedly to be happy and enjoyable. My throat are feeling dry, drinking water doesn't seem to help. I'm feeling very warm and uncomfortable, yet feeling uneasy for my throat if i were to switch on my air-con. Is really a tough decision to choose between one. I've chosen not to on my air-con and shower a few times instead, it keeps my throat moisture. The weather has been a cause to many moody event that had happen around. I'm not trying to say that it will, but it has probably cause your mood to be frustrated and throwing unnecessary temper to people around you. If this is happening to you- Hey! Ask yourself, is it worth to be angry with your love ones? You might have notice why, but i bet is probably cause by the humid warm weather. Cheer up, for there is no reason to be not. Everyday should be live up as happily as possible. If you are facing problem with anyone whom you cherish, maybe is time for you to call/sms that person and sort out the problem. Life is too short, too short for us to waste it on issues which make no sense at all. After all, is just pride. Let go your pride and say how much to cherish your love ones. For me, i would like to say this to Yijuan- "Dear, i cherish you more than words could explain, i love you more than a cat loving it's fish. You've knock me down with your love and i couldn't get myself to stand up. I know there are times i've shown you attitude which are meaningless, i know there are times i've made you angry for no reason, but that doesn't mean i don't cherish you. I'm just to proud to apologize, i'm just too stubborn to admit it was my fault, but now i'm letting off my pride and i wanna tell you that i'm sorry for whatever things that i've done to make you feel unhappy about. I love you, and i would give you this, give you that when you need love, and you know i got it so holla at me if you need love. Gotta say that since i met you, my life seems so much better." _______________________________________________________________ Gotta go and finish up my tutorial. Holla at your boy- peace.... Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Just when you think that being with the person you love is enough in a relationship, then what is happening to my relationship with yijuan must be overflow with love. She ain't the type of girl who ask for nice gifts, nor the type who need you give in to her even thou it wasn't your fault. Instead, she is the type of girl who give in to you when you are unhappy with certain issues. She would give you small surprises at the most unexpected timing. She would go as far as climbing mount everest if she know you like her to. I'm not trying to say she is the best in this world, but i'm saying she is the best for me. Yesterday(tuesday), juan accompanied mom to claim a prize of genting trip that mom won last week. She was at my place before i finish my lesson at 4pm. When i got home at about 4.45pm, i saw juan at my living room watching TV with mom. I was kinda tired(physical tiredness due to that stupid laptop), so i head over my room first. To my greatest surprise, i found small little white papers sticking around my room, and i started investigating them.  First note on the door was "There are xx number of notes in your room! - excluding this! FIND IT!" So i went around the room and start searching for the notes.  This note was found on my closet -" I love your boxers!" i love the boxers you chose for me....  This note was on my bed frame - "I love listening to you singing to me!" cos i often sing to her when she is sleeping beside me.  This note was found on my PC desk -"I love going IKEA with you!" we went IKEA together when we were still twins looking for new PC desk.  I forgot where this note was found-" I love it when you clean!" well, i have the habit to tidy my room once a week, i clean the dust around my room,sweep/vacuum and mop the floor.  This note was found on my mirror - "I love the way you look!  This note was found on the bottle of nutella on my desk- "I love nutella!" I love eating nutella, that's why i have it in my room as night snacks...haha, my favorite!  This note was found on my closet -"I love cleaning this cupboard with you!" my closet was kinda old and dirty, and last sunday...me and juan clean it and it look kinda new now.  This note was found on my Left 4 Dead disc cover- "I love playing L4D. It reminds me of you!" yeah, i love playing l4d...and baby love to play it too.She often play it when she is at my place.  This note was found on my monitor- "I love using your computer but i hate angela!" Angela is my PC's name, she often use it, but baby have the habit of poking while pointing things she wanted me to see on the LCD monitor, and once i scolded her for that, she was not happy with angela since then....im sorry dear, i dont mean it..i still love you!  This note was found on the bottle of insecticide- "I love how you fight with mosquitoes" hahaha, yeah...when there is mosquitoe in my room, i often take up this insecticide and hunt down the mosquitoe....  I forgot where i found this note- "I love looking at you!" thats so sweet of you baby, i love looking at you too!!!  This note was found on my desk- "I love it when you save $" i have a drawer where i save all the coins i had...  This note was found on my blanket- "I love how you pack up your bed!" not very often, depend on how early i wake up, but if i do wake earlier, i will fold my blankets.  This note was found on the photo frame that contain our pic- "I love our pictures!" i love it too baby!  Forgot where i found this again- "I love you! Esp when you smile!" =)  This note was found on my caps- "I love B1/B2 cap! i love it too baby, i still remember how we make this cap together!  This note was found on my bed frame- "I love sharing bed with you!"  This note was found on doraemon - "I love doraemon!"  Forgot where is this found once more -"I love your lips!" i love yours too....  This note was found on my rubiks cube - "I love how you taught me the rubiks cube" i used to play rubiks in class, i did taught her how...hehe...  This note was found on the aircon remote if im not wrong- "I love how your aircon cool us down when we are hot"  This note was found on my gatsby products- "I love your messy hair!"  This note was found on my bed frame- "I love seeing you snore like a pig" im not pig lor~~~!  This note was found on my perfume- "I love the way you smell!" you smell nice too dear...  This note was found on a tool baby use to scrub my back- "I love scrubbing your back!" it feels good my dear, thanks to that, my fever recovered faster than anticipated!!  This note was found on my fan- "I love your lousy fan" sorry for my noob small fan....  This note was found on the bottle of vodka- "I love drinking with you"  Last but not least, this note was found right behind the photo frame- "I love the way you love me, because of that, it makes me love you even more!! Don't care abt the past, because i know i will make up to you in the future! I love you bb! Remember, without you i wont die,but my world will crumble down! So don't break my world~ Instead, come build it with me....juan" Tell me, what more could i ask from her????? She gave me the most priceless gift that i ever had in my life. The feeling is so nice, so nice that im so addicted to her. She used to be my 'wants' , now she is my 'needs' . If i were to use one sentence to describe how much i love you, i would use: "Please don't ever stop loving me as your love has become part of what i'm breathing in to survive". Today(wednesday), i met up with ed,xue qing,cass and baby to collect our certs from ITE dover.. Finally uh, graduated and got a higher-nitec cert. Ate lunch over at school canteen with dear dear and head down to park mall to collect mom's genting ticket. Went down far east bought a cap and head home, was kinda tired... me and juan's cert!  Anyway, it's 12.40am 21/05/2009 now, ITS OUR 1MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!! OMG!!! It's so amazing how things go about. I'm loving my life, i'm loving the me who is attached to you my dear!!!! I hope our love would go stronger and stronger as time goes by..... got to go study for tmr's CRS!!!, and again....sorry dear...i havent go read my CRS notes yet...im blogging....opps......DONT SCOLD ME!!! Monday, May 18, 2009 OMG, it's been almost a week since i've last updated. I've been busy, busy with school, busy playing with my nephew and of cos- spending most of the time with the woman of my life, yijuan. :) Is funny how things come about and how things turn out in the end. I entered year 2 during my time at ITE, not knowing most of my classmates, as most of them are from other classes during year. With only a few of them from my previous class like the SHELL girls (now rename as SHELLY's), haikal, farhan, shafiq,yao kan and teo min. One of my new classmate is a girl who was a secondary sch classmate of June. I've heard about her name and saw her a few times during year 1. I still remember i was staring at her during our year 1 school bowling event and i was telling huishan about her,HA! I didn't really talk to her as there isn't much chance for me to do so during the first month. After awhile, i tried joining their conversation when she was there talking with the SHELL girls. If i wasn't wrong, her first impression of me was- a pervertic and dirty talker who like to stare at girls (which is quite true, LOL). I started finding some indirect ways to get her phone number, and during june's birthday- i finally got it!!! I told her to give me her number so i could contact her and tell her more about the birthday plans(actually i was just trying to get her number). Soon after that, i got her msn address, and for a few times- i started the conversation by asking her for mp3 files. We started chatting about our opinian and a lot more stuffs about each other, and realise that we are quite alike in some ways. I name her the female version of leon and gave her a nickname Leona. She name me as the male version of juan and gave me a nickname Juanes. And yeah, this was our first so-called 'secret' that nobody knew about at that time. This happen at the beginning of June 08'. There was a BBQ for the class at ECP during the end of June 08'. Funny thing was- i went over with her alone. For the first time, we were outside alone. I was quite nervous in some ways. We had our first meal together alone outside at bedok central- chicken rice(it sux thou)!!! Went over to ECP and we 2 rented rollerblades while the rest took bike. We 2 went blading together, she wasnt that good with it and she was HOLDING MY ARM (OMG lor the feeling) !!!! I know is no big deal, but to me it is......soon after, the nice evening ended. The SHELL girls and me went over her place to stay over- and it's the first time i was at her place. July 08' , vacation is over, school resume. As time goes by, me and her was getting closer each day. I purposely act like i was late for school and waited for her when she was late for classes, so as to meet her and go school together(LOL). We spend most of our time together in school. We are so alike that we speak the same random thing at the same time. This was when we had our second nickname- Twin, B1 and B2. This is our Twin's Cap  To my precious SHELLY girls: Yeah, i deny about liking her back then, actually i've been liking her for a long time. And time passes, we were separated for attachment on oct. On 26th oct 08', i couldn't controlled my emotion and i confessed to her. She was shocked and she said she didnt expect that i like her. Things between us change into something bad, i just had this feeling that we were dragged apart in some ways after my confession. After awhile, i told her please forget about what i've said, be like how we used to be and i'll let go of my feelings over her(it was a lie, i couldnt let it go). School started on Jan 09', i tried my best to not think about what had happened. I just tried to treat her like how i used to be. Somehow i couldnt.....i showed her a lot attitude, just to cover the feelings i had. There was a few times, she got pissed off over me and we didnt talk to each other for the whole day. By end of feb, when our ITE life, and us being classmates was about to end. I don't know why, i suddenly told her that i still have feeling for her. She was like giving me a negative reply eg "....". Actually i wasnt expecting anything, i just duno why i told her that. Soon enough, we've graduated from ITE. I still meet her often.....but i was depressed as i aint sure what is gonna happen to me in the future...... -Will we go separate ways? -Will we carry on as twins? -How will my future be? -How will my life be? Funny is, things went in the way which i'd least expected(but hoping this most). We were getting closer and closer day by day after we graduated. And yeah.....on 20th april(my first day of school), when i was accompanying her home....she dared me to ask her mum for permission to date her and prove my sincerity for her. She gave me a week to do it, i told her i dont need a week...and i'll do it the next day. So ya...i was very afraid on the next day....but in the end...i still manage to ask her mum and sister...SO YES!!!! This woman who i've been liking so long is finally officially my GF on 21st april 2009!!! hahahahaha.... YA! I've been using the word HER thru out...the HER was referring to my dearest GF of cos!! From Leona / Juanes To B1 / B2 To BB / BB (LOL, we both call each other that) hehe, so thats abt it..... To Juan: I know it is just the beginning for both of us, and we don't know what is gonna happen to us in the future, but that doesn't matter for me right now...For now, i just wanna give you as much love as possible and make you happy all the time. I love you and i wanna thank you for loving me. I'm glad that im with you, and im glad that god let us meet. Let's be so loving that people around us will be envious of us!!! MAUKS! OPPS! 23.30 alr!! i told dear at 22.30 that i will go do tutorial, and i jus spend 1hr on blogging!! SORRY DEAR!!!!! I GO DO TUTORIAL NOW!!!!! Tuesday, May 12, 2009 Hi, another noob entry from a noob me. Today is really a bad day, was having fun in class on facebook playing restaurant city and answering quiz from classmates, but suddenly my laptop off itself! I thgt my battery was dead, but it was kinda impossible becos i was charging it when that happen. I tried turning it on again, but no response. I really have no idea why, maybe laptop really sucks(there is no way a laptop can top my Angela). Talking about Angela, she isn't my scandal nor my relatives. I know it sound kinda lame, but angela is the name i gave my PC. Hahahaha! She is my precious ok! I built her by my 2 own hands and 10 own fingers. Not a top-notch PC compared to those mad crazy pc...but i think it matches most current gaming's highest requirements here are the specs of Angela: Motherboard: MSI P35 Platinium Just hoping to upgrade her more soon... Tmr there is maths online quiz, and my laptop down...great...nice timing.....sigh... I know life is not just about money, i know money is not everything and couldnt buy anything, but without it...it causes me a lot of unwanted stress. We are humans, we are smart, but we are controlled by a kind of material call paper. When you wanna apply for something, what we need? Fill a piece of junk paper. When we work so hard for long hours, what are we hoping for? End of month when an amount of paper call cash goes into our bank account. When we spend years over years in schools, colleages or some in universities, what are we doing that for? A piece of paper call certification that proves our qualification level. There are more examples to it, but what i'm trying to tell is...no matter how hard i wanto avoid money issue, after 1 big long walk...i would still go back to that issue and realise that as long as i ain't rich enough, i couldnt be happy nor bring long term happiness to people i cherished around me. There is nth much i could do now, as i chose to carry on studying-to hope for a better future it will bring me. I'm still a dependent, i will and have to be satisfy with what im given. Even thou it might not be a lot, but i still wanna thank my siblings,mom and uncle for giving me the financial support. Thanks baby for giving me the morale support to move on to this stage. I will do my best in my studies. PS: Baby, dont think im saying all this is becos of what we've chatted earlier on, it is not about it. You should know that all along i do think this way even thou i dont say this all the time. :) Sunday, May 10, 2009 It's a Saturday night, and as usual- juan went home for dinner with her family. I didn't join her this evening, i know she was disappointed with it. I don't know what is wrong with me la, sometimes i felt perfectly fine joining her family for a meal, but sometimes (in fact most of the time) i felt stressed up to the brain. I seriously don't know why i felt this way, sigh.....sorry baby, sorry for making you sad this evening, i apologize for that my dear. Just to recap my week since i've started this blog not long ago. Monday A monday blue mood to school after a long weekend. At night, when i'm sending baby to mrt station, we saw this young little cat...i whistle it and it came to us and play with us. She is so naughty!! she kept pouncing on my feet and bite me...poor me...We played with her for about half an hour and i send baby to mrt station and went home... here are some pics of the naughty cat.   Tuesday L.o.L lor this day, need to check our temperature due to H1N1, both morning and afternoon. Need to flash our student card to gain access to school. Some more act high-tech with me lor SP, need go online submit our temperature readings. The interface of that website sucks to the core man! I think i can do much better than it. Press submit, no confirmation replies, i dont even know i've submitted alr or not....lame shit.... After school,went to collect my ez-link with jiawen, and went to cck lot1 to meet baby for dinner. Had the fish fillet rice with special sauce with baby, is nice lor...yum yum! Went to baby's house at around 6pm to take the dvds we've rented as it's due on this day, i have to return it by 9.30pm. Left at 7.15pm and went to return the disc...got home at around 8.15pm. Goddamn the fucking laptop, damn fucking heavy...tuesday is a long day, but i still love encons tutorial. HA. Wednesday Had maths on the first half of the day. Mdm Lee's lecture is great, but there is 1 guy from 01 come and act friendly with me and jiawen. When i reach the class and sit down, he come talk to me- :"Hi, im brian and you are??" LOL lor, after that still ask us abt ITE stuffs and our backgrounds. Me and banana keep laughing abt it after lecture ends... Met baby 2.30pm @ yewtee mrt and went lunch @ 166coffeeshop. We pro lor, ate $20 "zu chao". Baby stayed over this day, she kept playing bejeweled2 from my ipod and make big breaks in the records....i feel so noob!!! i got top by her...totally owned!! check this out!! 90% contributed by her   Thursday Smoke out after econs lecture to avoid car wash organize by our course committees member. Don't know why my course committees member like to organize so many redundant stuffs and like to use the COMPULSORY word on us.....like i fucking care....lame shit.... Anyway, got home as baby still at my house waiting for me. Reach home at abt 2.40pm, saw bb watching a hk drama...i was so tired and i fell asleep till evening. Baby fixed the crystal on my cap for me!!! and here we are taking some pics of our 'Twin' Caps...hehe      Friday As usual, woke up early in the morning and went to school via P.R train @ 8.15am. Finished at 3pm and got home at around 3.40pm. Chatted with baby on msn and went to yishun 700+ to eat chicken rice, is nice OK...is worth the trip for me!! Went explore the new extended portion of north point...saw this Adidas white shoe, damn nice man...$99, gonna get it real soon!!! Head home at 8pm, supposedly baby said she dunwan to stay over this night, but last minute she changed her mind, and yeah...she stayed over...but is alright, she have few clothing here to change, contact lens casing and solution..toothbrush..haha! so no worries ya...hehe. so that's abt it for the week, tmr will be meeting kirk for sun-tanning in the morning. Not sure what to do in the noon and evening. Might be going to tioman with baby for holiday during june's school vacation if her mum permits it...hehe... Got to go bathe, if not baby gonna nag me already!! i didnt tell her i dunwan bathe becos i was blogging..LOL..sorry baby..love u!!! maukssss!!!! Saturday, May 09, 2009 Oh yeah, my blogspot template is done!! Thanks to baby's guides on how and where to edit the codings (becos im a NOOB!!!) Anyway, this is not a new created blogspot account. It's been here since 2006, but i was kinda lazy to read and decipher the codes for the skin, so i left this account aside for like 3yrs??? OMG lor............. It's 10am now, baby just woke up......and first thing she want is my ipod touch -.-" ... and i found a bug from bejeweled lor...i can break ur record le lor bb!! everytime say i cant reach level 10.....everytime bully me...sob sob....i know i noob, i extra.... ok, got to go....i've link some of my friends.....gotta advertise my blogspot address on my msn alr...LOL! ciaos me and baby  |
Leon Chok Zhi Quan 
24 as from 13 January 2009 I'm a Capricorn Attached to Ms. Foo Yi Juan Studying at Singapore Polytechnic 
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