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Monday, June 29, 2009
Done with my DBMS test this morning, piece of cake. No sweat at all! Just one ERD worth 40marks and i am very confident i can score at least 35 or above for that. Overall, i think i could score at least 85% for this paper. Tomorrow have no test, next test will be on Wednesday- Accounting at 10am, followed by maths at 3.30pm. For accounting, i'm pretty confident with it. As for maths, a bit worried for my transformation matrix. We need to memorise the few different transformation matrices. I hate to memorise things, but i couldn't find a way to remember them,so no choice but to memorise it tomorrow. I'm at my girl's house after i finish my DBMS. Took train to CCK with Ed, nick, kevin, pk, iskandar as they are going CWP for lunch and movie. Went to lot 1 ta bao lunch for my girl and myself. Reach her place at about 1.15pm. Ate lunch and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppppp!!!! Was so tired, woke up at 7am this morning to revise for my test,but i guess i worried too much. I am so hungry right now. Feel like eating the whole world up. My girl is starting work on Wednesday. First of all......Baby, i wanna wish you good luck!!! Good luck for everything you have chosen for yourself. Please don't worry about work so much, stop stressing yourself!!! I'm sure you are able to cope with it!!! I have faith in you! Alright, got to go......don't know what to say for now...CIAOS!!!! Saturday, June 27, 2009 Is my last week of vacation, relax for 3 weeks already, and is time to stress my brain once more. I'm taking a break after 2hours of revision of DMBS. It is Mid-Semester Test next week. Monday - DBMS Tuesday - NULL Wednesday - Accounting in the morning and Maths in the noon Thursday - Economics Friday - Statistic I felt worried not revising anything, but when i am reading up the notes, it felt quite easy(and i felt it is redundant to revise), but i guess it is always like this, better be safe than sorry, i once screwed up my O level thinking this way, so i will still revise no matter what. I'm having my 2nd cup of coffee, gonna be 3rd soon i guess... it is my energy booster! Anyway, been playing a new game bro bought few days ago- Prototype. This game is fucking cool, although the graphic is not as good as crysis, but the graphic is still good. If you like violent, gore, free roaming mode like GTA when you have no mood to advance the storyline, this is the SHIT! It is not a long game, i've completed the easy mode already. Gonna start normal follow by hard mode when i have time. I just love the way the blood splash. If i have the same power like the patrogonist, i think i would splash the blood of the public, hahahaha!!! A bit physcotic thinking i have, but it will never happen to me, so don't worry.... i won't appear in your house and cut you into 2. Here are some screenshots i took while playing     and..... I miss my baby!!!! Didn't get to see my baby today, it is the first day i didn't see my baby since we are together. I know it sound quite scary that we 2 are meeting every single day, but what's wrong??? We are happy being by each other's side. My girl is starting her work life next wednesday, guess life gonna be slightly different. Can't meet her as much as i wanted already. That's life! We gotta work for what we want. We can't just stay like this forever, we gotta work, we gotta eat! Just hope no matter what kinda lifestyle we are gonna have in the future, our love for each other will still maintain and grow stronger. I'm gotta work hard to make this girl the last woman of my life!!! Baby, just wanna let you know- whatever is gonna happen in the future, the love we had is real and i am glad to have you in my life. Please believe me that every word i've said is real, i really love you with my heart. I really treasure you. I know i am childish at times, showing you all the petty attitude, i regretted them, regretted doing all these instead of loving you more at those time. I will change them for you. I LOVE YOU JUAN! Sunday, June 21, 2009 Recently, i've been showing a lot of temper. I couldn't endure even a little teasing from my girl. I don't know why, i know i shouldn't be doing this, but i just couldn't control myself. I know it is hard for someone to keep taking up my temper over and over again, i know it is wrong to be so petty, i am really sorry my dear, sorry for being so petty recently. You must be wondering why am i like this, i don't know why either. I hate myself for being like this, hate myself for giving you a hard time. I know you are just teasing me, i know you weren't serious when you are making fun of me. I'm really sorry. When you weren't here with me, i felt so lonely, but yet felt afraid that i couldn't control temper when you start teasing me. I don't hate you for teasing me, this is how we started off as friends. We kept teasing each other back then. I got to admit this is part of the reason why i fell in love with you. Please don't stop teasing me okay? I really don't hate it. Till now, i still love you, more and more as day goes by. I wanna thank you for standing by my side, enduring my temper, treasuring me, loving me, doing all kind of sweet surprises to prove me how much you care about our relationship. For all this, i'm gonna prove to you that i am very serious about our relationship too. I love you dear. and today is 21st June, is another month being with you. Happy 2 months my love, yours one and only, baby lamb chop. Monday, June 15, 2009 Next month, july 15th......i might have to face what hui shan is facing, becos my gf might be joining SPF!!!!!! OMG!!! MY GF IS A POLICEWOMAN!!!!!!!!! Monday, June 08, 2009 Sunday, a day i usually spend my time with my regular tanning friends- the TAN brothers, Kirk Tan and Eric Tan. Kirk is Eric's elder brother and Eric was my secondary classmate, knew Eric since secondary 1, and it's been almost 11years. Knew his brother when i was secondary 2 as me and some secondary friends go up to Eric's house to play PS2(back then it was a new shit!). Friends who know me after my secondary school life might think i'm born with dark skin, but well-it is not true, i have fair skin base. Started tanning with Kirk and Eric since Sec.2 because we look up onto hongkong superstar- Louis Koo. We wanted to be as tan as him, so we started having this habit of sun-tanning, but before we knew it, it has turn into a habit. So, this is why i am darker and kinda look like a malay. Weird thing was, the past few days within this week was so freaking hot. I was sweating everywhere i go and no matter how light my clothing was. And when it's finally Sunday, which is supposedly to be a day i want great sunshine- it rain!!!! 'SUN'DAY but no SUN...!! So, had no choice but to stay home during the day. And my phone's battery is spoil, can't be charged anymore. This phone has been with me for 2yrs already..maybe is really time to get a new one. Went dinner with kirk at 167, met him at 6.30pm. Had dinner and talk awhile, left at 7.45pm and head to blk302 to buy a 3rd party battery for my phone, cost me $25(kinda ex for a 3rd party). Head over to baby's place as she is feeling unwell after donating blood. Never told her i was going over, but baby wasnt really suprised by me though...She said she was kinda expecting me to go over(maybe our twin's effect is still there).Anyway, even she ain't surprised by me, i can tell she appreaciate my effort. It feels good to give something to somebody you love, and that person know how to appreaciate your efforts. I love you baby!! Love you for loving me, hehe!! Went home at abt 12am, chat with baby for about an hour, sing her to sleep(i've been singing to her lately to make her sleep, she said she like me singing to her). And here i am blogging for awhile, im kinda tired already...got to sleep as well...GOOD NITE!!! I LOVE YOU FOO YI JUAN!!!!!!!  Wednesday, June 03, 2009 Sometimes, when i get hold of something i treasured, i will be afraid of losing it. Most people would think ways or means to protect what you wanted, for me- it is something i'm not good at. I love to imagine things, all sort of things- from sky to earth, from dinosaurs to humans, everything i can think of. When i started imagining things i wouldn't want them to happen, i start to feel uncomfortable, my mood goes down and i would wish to be left alone. I know it is silly to think about things which is not true or has no reason to happen yet, but that's just me. Is not like i did that on purpose, i'm born this way. Right now, i'm at the state i've mentioned earlier on. I started thinking a lot about my life, wondering this and that. I started imagining a lot of things in the future that i don't want them to happen, and imagining how am i gonna deal with it. I really don't wanna try it.......again. Anyway, it's late....almost 11pm...gonna sleep to make myself stop imagining silly stuffs anymore. Good night everyone.....good night.... |
Leon Chok Zhi Quan 
24 as from 13 January 2009 I'm a Capricorn Attached to Ms. Foo Yi Juan Studying at Singapore Polytechnic 
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