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Sunday, November 07, 2010
Just when i thought that i am fine. One message came by and my heart starts to beat twice as fast. Monday, November 01, 2010 It's been more than a month since me and juan broken up. My emotion has gotten stable compared to the beginning. Having said that, i had removed her from my facebook friend list. Reason for doing so is that i couldn't take it seeing her with another man. Ya, they may not be officially together, but it don't change the fact she is already seeing somebody else not long after we break up. That feelings sucks man. It makes me feel like what we had was nothing that she could just let it off in an instance. Well, of course i am glad she moved on rather than moping for the broken relationship. I should be glad that she has found someone that make her happy isn't it? Yes, i should, but it ain't easy to cope with such feelings. So what is the best thing i can do? Run away from everything. Without knowing it, at least i won't feel hurt and at the same time, she could be happy with who she wanna be with or what she wanna do. So this is how the story of Quan & Juan ends. Ended not very beautifully, but we did once shared something nice. Like holding her hand, dashing thru the rain to look for dim sum shop at china town when we were still good friends. Like how i snatch her kiss while we were at power house during regine's 19th birthday. Me quietly fond of her despite her rejecting me few times. We finally got together after i asked Auntie Janet's permission to date her daughter. How we spent our 2009 xmas and 2010 new year. Like how she plan a day of surprises for me on my 25th birthday. And how we spent her 21st birthday and 1 year anniversary at Tioman, Malaysia. And how we spent 2days 1 night trip at batam. All this will be kept deep inside and sealed with one last love for her. Despite how we behave like strangers now, we once had a beautiful moments together will forever be a fact not fantasy. Even though i still miss her from time to time now, i still stay strong and walk the remaining path of my life without her. I might be still halting at that cross road where we had separated watching her walking away, but i know one day i will turn my head away and walk the opposite direction. All i can say is.... may our path cross again, be it as friends, colleagues or lovers......... |
Leon Chok Zhi Quan 
24 as from 13 January 2009 I'm a Capricorn Attached to Ms. Foo Yi Juan Studying at Singapore Polytechnic 
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