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Monday, May 18, 2009
OMG, it's been almost a week since i've last updated. I've been busy, busy with school, busy playing with my nephew and of cos- spending most of the time with the woman of my life, yijuan. :) Is funny how things come about and how things turn out in the end. I entered year 2 during my time at ITE, not knowing most of my classmates, as most of them are from other classes during year. With only a few of them from my previous class like the SHELL girls (now rename as SHELLY's), haikal, farhan, shafiq,yao kan and teo min. One of my new classmate is a girl who was a secondary sch classmate of June. I've heard about her name and saw her a few times during year 1. I still remember i was staring at her during our year 1 school bowling event and i was telling huishan about her,HA! I didn't really talk to her as there isn't much chance for me to do so during the first month. After awhile, i tried joining their conversation when she was there talking with the SHELL girls. If i wasn't wrong, her first impression of me was- a pervertic and dirty talker who like to stare at girls (which is quite true, LOL). I started finding some indirect ways to get her phone number, and during june's birthday- i finally got it!!! I told her to give me her number so i could contact her and tell her more about the birthday plans(actually i was just trying to get her number). Soon after that, i got her msn address, and for a few times- i started the conversation by asking her for mp3 files. We started chatting about our opinian and a lot more stuffs about each other, and realise that we are quite alike in some ways. I name her the female version of leon and gave her a nickname Leona. She name me as the male version of juan and gave me a nickname Juanes. And yeah, this was our first so-called 'secret' that nobody knew about at that time. This happen at the beginning of June 08'. There was a BBQ for the class at ECP during the end of June 08'. Funny thing was- i went over with her alone. For the first time, we were outside alone. I was quite nervous in some ways. We had our first meal together alone outside at bedok central- chicken rice(it sux thou)!!! Went over to ECP and we 2 rented rollerblades while the rest took bike. We 2 went blading together, she wasnt that good with it and she was HOLDING MY ARM (OMG lor the feeling) !!!! I know is no big deal, but to me it is......soon after, the nice evening ended. The SHELL girls and me went over her place to stay over- and it's the first time i was at her place. July 08' , vacation is over, school resume. As time goes by, me and her was getting closer each day. I purposely act like i was late for school and waited for her when she was late for classes, so as to meet her and go school together(LOL). We spend most of our time together in school. We are so alike that we speak the same random thing at the same time. This was when we had our second nickname- Twin, B1 and B2. This is our Twin's Cap  To my precious SHELLY girls: Yeah, i deny about liking her back then, actually i've been liking her for a long time. And time passes, we were separated for attachment on oct. On 26th oct 08', i couldn't controlled my emotion and i confessed to her. She was shocked and she said she didnt expect that i like her. Things between us change into something bad, i just had this feeling that we were dragged apart in some ways after my confession. After awhile, i told her please forget about what i've said, be like how we used to be and i'll let go of my feelings over her(it was a lie, i couldnt let it go). School started on Jan 09', i tried my best to not think about what had happened. I just tried to treat her like how i used to be. Somehow i couldnt.....i showed her a lot attitude, just to cover the feelings i had. There was a few times, she got pissed off over me and we didnt talk to each other for the whole day. By end of feb, when our ITE life, and us being classmates was about to end. I don't know why, i suddenly told her that i still have feeling for her. She was like giving me a negative reply eg "....". Actually i wasnt expecting anything, i just duno why i told her that. Soon enough, we've graduated from ITE. I still meet her often.....but i was depressed as i aint sure what is gonna happen to me in the future...... -Will we go separate ways? -Will we carry on as twins? -How will my future be? -How will my life be? Funny is, things went in the way which i'd least expected(but hoping this most). We were getting closer and closer day by day after we graduated. And yeah.....on 20th april(my first day of school), when i was accompanying her home....she dared me to ask her mum for permission to date her and prove my sincerity for her. She gave me a week to do it, i told her i dont need a week...and i'll do it the next day. So ya...i was very afraid on the next day....but in the end...i still manage to ask her mum and sister...SO YES!!!! This woman who i've been liking so long is finally officially my GF on 21st april 2009!!! hahahahaha.... YA! I've been using the word HER thru out...the HER was referring to my dearest GF of cos!! From Leona / Juanes To B1 / B2 To BB / BB (LOL, we both call each other that) hehe, so thats abt it..... To Juan: I know it is just the beginning for both of us, and we don't know what is gonna happen to us in the future, but that doesn't matter for me right now...For now, i just wanna give you as much love as possible and make you happy all the time. I love you and i wanna thank you for loving me. I'm glad that im with you, and im glad that god let us meet. Let's be so loving that people around us will be envious of us!!! MAUKS! OPPS! 23.30 alr!! i told dear at 22.30 that i will go do tutorial, and i jus spend 1hr on blogging!! SORRY DEAR!!!!! I GO DO TUTORIAL NOW!!!!! |
Leon Chok Zhi Quan 
24 as from 13 January 2009 I'm a Capricorn Attached to Ms. Foo Yi Juan Studying at Singapore Polytechnic 
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