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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
After lying down on my bed and think for awhile, there is no point for being dishearten. If i fail my own expectation, it means i failed. Instead of asking why this happen, i should find out why and make sure this won't happen on my end of semester exam. C grade is too much for me too handle. I am not being cocky, it is just an expectation for myself. Is either A or B, that's my expectation since higher-nitec. If i can make it here, i am sure i can proceed further. I am proud to be in SP. Even though i wasted many years, it is still a dream to be in SP because my role-model (my sister) was once a SP student. I once failed everyone in the family, i skipped school. I turn from good to bad and bad to worst. I fail my O levels. From 7A's to D, E, F. I started smoking. I appeared in clubs and disco more than appearing at home. Was indirectly being pushed to serve my NS by my brother even though i wanted to study for my higher nitec back then(but the fact i wanted to study was because i do not wish to go for NS yet). My life did change so as my thinking. I think it is true that serving NS do help a boy to think more like an adult. I realized my past mistakes, i told myself i should change. After completing NS, i make myself to work. After working awhile, i realized that it is not the life i wanted for myself. I know i worth much more than working at a F&B outlet. I wanna make changes to my life and this is how i ended up studying at Dover ITE. I am glad my brother stop me from going ITE when i was 18. If he hadn't done that, i am sure i would flunk my higher-nitec and disappoint them like how i disappoint them during O levels. And another thing is, i wouldn't have met great friends like hui shan. I really felt that shan is one of the best friend i've known through out my 2years in Dover. Another person is no one else but my baby girl. If everything is pre-destinated, i am sure this is part of my destiny. So far, she is my best girl among all the girls i've ever dated. I don't mean to compare but this is true, and i do mean it from my heart. "Baby, you're my heart, you're my soul." I manage to fulfill my own expectation and do very well for my higher-nitec. I may not be the best, but i still do better than normal. I manage to graduate successfully with an official higher-nitec certificate in IT together with a certificate of merit. Right now, i am on another stage of my studies. Most probably my last stage in full-time studies. I will advance for sure, but it will no longer be full-time. I told myself a moment ago, i shouldn't back down. I know i can do it. Nothing is gonna beat me no matter how many times i am going to fail my own expectation. Even i get a C for economics this time, i will make sure i won't let it happen again. And my own expectation will still remain at A. Thanks baby for cheering me up. and baby is coming over to have dinner with me and will be staying over. GONNA HAVE A FEAST TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
Leon Chok Zhi Quan 
24 as from 13 January 2009 I'm a Capricorn Attached to Ms. Foo Yi Juan Studying at Singapore Polytechnic 
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